DETAILS. DREAM REALITY
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eaf_21-07-2010
few months ago I received this sms, and much to my regret I could not answer. I felt that anything I could say, break the "magic" of the moment. And "magic" is something that I'm a little low.
Nearly five years ago I was treated to a gesture, "like" when crossed
ICIA half a kingdom, just to be on my side one of "those" moments.
I did not need to travel for hours. In just fifteen minutes she was with her, and try to stay there the whole time I was allowed. Certainly much less than I would have liked, much less than he needed.
A gesture, a glance, a quick visit, a caress innocent, a sms at the last minute and no more intention to say "good night" can make a bad day becomes a day to remember the rest of your life . Can make you laugh or mourn as you have not laughed or cried in your life. Can change your life, without even realizing it.
This is another sad story for this blog full of tears. Even today, I feel like that ray of sun sneaks through storm clouds.
The most and the least are forced to wear a wry smile while holding the tears, trying to psych up the impending farewell. Others simply do to the slackers they wait for "the moment" and he goes on.
I have no very clear whether or not I can not I get used to the idea of \u200b\u200bwhat has happened.
I've dreaded every day of my life in recent years, as he feared the "Boogie Man" when he was young. But now here I do not know what to do. No I know how to behave. I do not know what my people expected of me or what I can I expect from them. But above all, do not know if happy because I will not fear it, or take my life because it has already gone!?
And if that was not enough for one day, he has come. Is here!
I've seen out there, among my people. I have embraced it as if we were firing on whom we. My eyes were filled with tears and I asked him to leave ... but there is! Before coming
knew that would be in a difficult situation. That would probably be only uncomfortable and unfamiliar surroundings. His mind again to fill in those moments that can not forget ...
And despite all that has come.
has come alone, and only to "protect"
Today I feel like my guardian angel ...
I'm sure you can not get an idea of \u200b\u200bhow much I appreciate and support me as their simple presence. And while I do not want to be here, but I would not know how to explain. I do not even understand.
has given me the life that has come and I just want to go ...
"... and if you close your eyes and imagine something better, maybe cry when you open because you have to see how much pain. .
Frank-T ,
Optimistic and Dreamer.